The old authoritative patterns are standing guard, with Saturn in conjunction with the South Node of the Moon. We will be feeling this for the next 6 months, making 2019 a year of preparation for a ‘changing of the guard’. We are approaching an opportunity to release ourselves from everywhere we have given our power away.
Mercury is in Square to Saturn and the Nodes of the Moon, leading up to this New Moon. A new conception of reality is the only way out of this mess. But, in square to the Nodes, our thinking is straddling the past and the future. This brings great impatience, especially with Mercury and Venus still in Aries, heading into double squares with Saturn and Pluto in Capricorn. The past no longer fits, but we are not quite ready to make the leap into future.
For the last week, we have been feeling Mars in Gemini in square to Neptune. We are sooo wanting to move forward in our new reality, but how can we, if we don’t even know who we are and therefore where we want to go? The more we strive for clarity, the more confusion comes. But this New Moon marks a change. A commitment to the true self, and the new energies. It’s a decision within to chart a new course, and a trust that the higher part of you will somehow lead the way.